OMG.. Today was.. Pretty weird (?).. School was annoying, we didn't do anything fun.. Well was school, what was i waiting for? We didn't have the last class soo my sister and I went to the bank 4 some stuff that we gotta do.. Bank was slowly, we spend like a hour and a half there, idk.. After we finally got out my sister went to lask's house.. I decided to went home walking.. I started walking slowly, but i saw the stadium.. Yeah, the stadium, [[gonna star the history from the begining]].. My x use to play baseball, and we spend to many afternoon in that stadium; so when i look it [[now that im too sentimental]] i felt weird Oo, and when i looked inside THERE HE WAS! I stopped on the middle on the street and stay staring at him when he was talking and looking for his bag, he never looked at me, and after a few minutes I decided to go.. When i was like a block of distance I decided to come back, when i was in front of the stadium i decided to go again.. I DID THAT LIKE 7 TIMES! The last time I decided to go in and wish him 'good luck' but when I finally got in, he wasn't there!! He was in the field!! I felt so dumb, I almost cry..
I arrived to my house and I did all the stuff that I had to do.. I have course theses days so I prepared myself and went out of the house. My course is before the stadium but i prefered to went down the bus a little bit after the stadium, I passed again and He was playing.. And I must say, he was gorgeous, handsome just.. him.. [[do you se a person in love here or what?]] This time i dont even think about it, I got into the stadium when he was pitching, I stay behind the hitter and he look at me like: O.O! : [[He had a really funny face xD]] and after 2 minutes he came back to him and the game.. The first ball that he send was a "ball" and the other one was a "homerun" he was complete in shock, when the other players were runing around the bases he was just standing there, with shock in all his face!! [[I was completely LOL]] soo I went to my course with a stupid smile on my face because I can cause all that on him! And if i can do that.. that must be that he still have feelings for me right?
Idk, i feel it in that way, maybe i'm wrong but.. Damn i love him :S I'm thinking to my self that this is just a game in my head just for feel hope, and believe that he continuous loving me.. And wanted to talk with him, but he didn't get on.. I want to know if he saw me, if that reaction was for me.. u.u"